If my memory serves me, this is the third blog I've had. I've moved from Xanga to MySpace, and now I'm here. But I feel as though this is a different beginning than the previous two. Diving into this blog feels new, fresh. Not like the past.
Maybe it's because this semester feels like a new beginning in a lot of ways. I finally feel like I'm getting where I need to be in school. I'm not wasting my time in pointless classes, and I'm actually making art. Or, at least I will be. I'm not preparing to transfer to UNLV, so I actually have the desire to focus in my classes and not stress about college bureaucracies.
I have to stop myself every once in a while, and remember how lucky I am. I have a wonderful, supportive boyfriend. He keeps me grounded and makes me unbelievably happy. I have the opportunity to go to college in a beautiful city with friendly people. I have loving parents who let me follow my dreams and do what makes me happy. I truly am blessed to be where I am in life.
Which brings me back to my title. New Beginnings. That where I feel like my life is going right now. I'm on track toward a new chapter in my life where I don't dwell on the past or the bad things. I have a drive to be more positive. Motivate myself to be more artistic and creative.
I have this energy flowing through me and I'm determined to harness it. And this is where and how I'll make myself accountable to the world.
Well, at least the portion of it that will listen to me.
Bye for now.
L.
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